OVERWHELMED –

OVERWHELMED –

Okay, I admit it. I am overwhelmed! Completely. Entirely. Emotionally. Physically. Psychologically. And any other way you can imagine.

I want a break from . . . everything. No, I NEED a break from everything. I am tired of answering questions. I am tired of taking care of everything for everyone. I am tired!

I wish that adults would adult (yes, I am using that as a verb). Think for yourself. Make your own decisions without having to get input from others. I don’t mind giving advice but sometimes you need to work it out yourself, for yourself, and not rely on me or anyone else to give you the answers.

When do I get to live my life for me? When do I stop putting everyone and everything else ahead of me and my wants and needs? Why do women feel so much guilt for wanting that? How do we get through it?

I am trying very hard to remain positive. I don’t want to, but I think that I should. No, I know that I have to. I would much prefer to scream, yell, hit and/or throw things, destroy things, go shopping, eat lots and lots of bakery items, and ignore my phone.

This will pass as it always does. I just have to make it through. . .