I AM NOT OKAY
As I write this, I am not okay. Don’t worry; I will be okay in time, but right now, no.
Things from my past keep popping up, demanding my attention. People keep popping up whom I have had absolutely no contact with for a few years. Why now? What do they want from me? I know that they must want something because they haven’t reached out until now. Um, no thank you.
There is a reason that we no longer have a relationship. They told lies about me, betrayed me very publicly, and then pretended that we were friends. I cut ties to them in every way. This isn’t high school. Why do adults still act like it is?
They are evil, cruel, and dangerous to the mental well-being of those who know them. They put on a good act when they want something, which is where we are now. They want something from me so they are being nice. My superpower is that I know it is a lie. It is fake. It is them trying to manipulate me. Well, guess what? It doesn’t work anymore.
I started this blog a while ago and as predicted, I am fine now. (I was only upset for a short time that day.) I refuse to allow people like this in my life. My only regret is that I didn’t make this part of who I am sooner.
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